I am the girl who isn't there

I really hate this time of year.

I've seen the sun maybe twice in the past month. It's driving me a little crazy. It's foggy all the time, except when it's raining, and all my days look the same.

Classes are going okay, but I almost don't care. I got a B on my first Algebra II test, and so far I'm having no problems keeping up with the Algebra or the Sociology.

But I'm also bored out of my mind, and tired, and pissed at the world. And annoyed with my life for sucking.

I have nothing in common with anyone in any of my classes besides the fact we share a class. And those are the good ones. A few others I've been very close to smacking on several occasions.

I had high hopes for meeting interesting people in the web design class. Hard to do that without the web design class, though.

*sigh*

I hate how almost everyone around me has those built-in buddies. You know, the people who plan their schedules so that each class they're taking, they take with someone they know. And they don't talk to you, they talk to each other. You almost hate them for this normalcy, even though the one time you might have taken a class with people you knew, it would've been a disaster, because of the people...

No one in my age bracket has half a brain, or is willing to admit it. I can chat up someone my mother's age with few problems, though, but once they start talking husbands and kids I'm just kind of like... okay, can't really add much to this conversation anymore.

I need a few hobbies that aren't solitary. And that don't cost a ton of money, because I have none.

Okay. This is a little too depressing. I think I'm going to go bury myself in some homework or a book for a while.