Didn't we just leave this party?

Counting down the days. I don't want to be doing this, I just am. I'm doing the same things I was doing last night- juggeling several different fics in the back of my head, reading a book (Dragonlance Legends III: Test of the Twins), making a list of the stuff I need to do to finish the new Alias site, trying to decide if I ought to just give up on the crap that's kept the Babylon 5 page "almost ready" for about a year now, and just toss the damned thing up there...

And my mother's on my case tonight, telling me I need to be getting to bed at a reasonable hour, no more staying up till 3:30 AM. She's right, but that just annoys me more.

I want to stop time. Not that I'm particularly happy at the moment- I just don't want to have to deal with anything right now. Nothing at all. I'm not ready.

And I think if I sit at this computer one moment more... Well. I can't even write, really, but I've added a few lines to the Crysania story- it's on the projects list at the weblog- and that's going to have to do for now.

I can't deal anymore. I'm just going to go read my book now.

Who are you?

I've spent the afternoon making thumbnails and coding. And now for some reason I am annoyed with myself for not having an Alias pen name to go with the rest of my collection. I always think my real name is too boring for these things. Hmm... Chris Bristow? Hell, why bother? There are probably a million Bristows, like there are a million Malfoys now. I'll check FF.N sometime, just for laughs.

At least the bastards finally let me overwrite the HTML fic with the text file. I like it better in HTML, or maybe I'm just used to, when I put things on a website, being able to code them. Go figure. FF.N is a nightmare, though; was talking to thenonsense about this yesterday (other things too), and she's given up on the place. Probably this is wise of her, but I keep hanging in there. I mean, I get the occasional review at FF.N. Granted, a lot of them suck, but the two I've gotten so far for Without Light are good.

Fuck! I go to the trouble of correcting the episode title in the summary (It's "A Higher Echelon", instead of "Upper Echelon") and they go and cut it off at the first quote mark. Grr... Must fix.

Okay. LJ spell check is hilarious. I couldn't remember how to spell Echelon, which it wasn't actually much help with. As for the rest of it, apparently Lindsay's username is a misspelled word. Who knew? And "okay" is not a word. *lol*

Mmmkay. FF.N still sucks, there are 100 people with Malfoy in their aliases there, and no Bristows, though there is a Mrs. Sydney Vaughn. Why am I not surprised?

Some people have that, you know, handle for all occasions thing going for them. Me, I collect them, and I go through these phases where I loath all of them. Right now I look at my collection- Lilly Malfoy, Anne Khushrenada, Anla'shok Ivanova, and I find them...I don't know, lacking something.