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urbandruidMy day actually managed to get worse after the stuff I wrote in the library.
I went out to get something to eat out of the vending machines before Psych, leaned over to collect my candy bar and my change... and gravity + laptop case = Chris landing on her ass on the sidewalk. I may or may not have a bruise, but it's definately sore.
This is how invisible I am at school, too- nobody seemed to notice, not to laugh at me or to ask if I was okay.
So I trudged up to class, and class wasgood, as it usually is. Then it was time to go home.
Turns out? I cannot actually carry 10-plus lbs of laptop and assorted crap, half a mile to the bus stop. But I did it anyway.
Because of my vision, my center of gravity has always felt a little off- I can't carry stuff on my left shoulder, because I can't see it there, and it seems to overbalance me the wrong way. So I had to alternate between carrying the case on my right shoulder, or in my right hand.
My back is killing me, but the right side is especally bad. By the time I got home, I just wanted to crawl into bed and cry.
Couldn't though, because, dentist.
I have to go back for fillings, naturally. Two are in old fillings that are sort of discolored and have been bugging me anyway, but still, I was just going "....why is it always me?"
More later, unless I do collapse when I get home today. Which sounds likea really good idea...
I went out to get something to eat out of the vending machines before Psych, leaned over to collect my candy bar and my change... and gravity + laptop case = Chris landing on her ass on the sidewalk. I may or may not have a bruise, but it's definately sore.
This is how invisible I am at school, too- nobody seemed to notice, not to laugh at me or to ask if I was okay.
So I trudged up to class, and class wasgood, as it usually is. Then it was time to go home.
Turns out? I cannot actually carry 10-plus lbs of laptop and assorted crap, half a mile to the bus stop. But I did it anyway.
Because of my vision, my center of gravity has always felt a little off- I can't carry stuff on my left shoulder, because I can't see it there, and it seems to overbalance me the wrong way. So I had to alternate between carrying the case on my right shoulder, or in my right hand.
My back is killing me, but the right side is especally bad. By the time I got home, I just wanted to crawl into bed and cry.
Couldn't though, because, dentist.
I have to go back for fillings, naturally. Two are in old fillings that are sort of discolored and have been bugging me anyway, but still, I was just going "....why is it always me?"
More later, unless I do collapse when I get home today. Which sounds likea really good idea...
