ah, school....run

[urbandruid]

In theory it's all together, all the things I need. I have a binder full of blank paper, new pens, lead for the pencils- and I feel like I don't have anything I'm going to need at all.

I'd feel better if I had my glasses. If I didn't have to do this nearsighted, half-blind, me and my cane, my schedule and campus map, and my backpack full of dreams. I wish it all was different, and that I wasn't so scared.

And yet, part of me is saying, wait. You faced the surgery, open eyes and everything. You can do this.

Algebra 101, American Government, and Computer Literacy. Wish me luck, nice teachers, and for the love of all that's holy, intelligent classmates.

My alarm is set for 6:00 AM; I have a 7:30 class. I remember how it was last semester, hating City College so much, feeling so out of place there. But I realized Saturday when Mom and I went to find my classes, in a strange way, I fit there. And I feel as if I've changed from who I was when I took my last spring semester final.

One way or another, I guess we'll find out, won't we?

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[bohemienne.livejournal.com]

Eek. Good luck. Computer Literacy sounds like a total "this is what your mouse does" class. :(